barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead

barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead...



fuck



sleepless and I feel this

hopeless within this illness

keep this in the darkness

kill this but I want this



so here I go again tryna know my pain

cut a little deeper but it feels the same

close my eyes and I see the light

wide awake I pretend that I...

will survive. mouth is dry

shed my skin and I don't know why

can't escape cause there ain't no use

I love my self abuse



shameless and I blame this

own this because I chose this

hopeless and I know this

need this but I loathe this



so here I go again tryna know my pain

cut a little deeper but it feels the same

close my eyes and I see the light

wide awake I pretend that I...

will survive. mouth is dry

shed my skin and I don't know why

can't escape cause there ain't no use

I love my self abuse



I love my self abuse

I hate my self



barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead

barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead...



I love this self abuse. I hate this self abuse

I love this self abuse. I hate this...



hush little baby don't you cry

hush little baby don't you cry

DON'T YOU CRY!



barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead. FUCK!

barely alive cause I'm dead on the inside

barely alive cause I'm dead. FUCK!



Crucified