It wouldn?t work,it?s getting stronger

can?t be controlled any longer

theres only guilt,there is no feeling of beauty left

what was so free is getting locked up

emotion-motion is dead stopped

there?s just remorse,there is no hunger,no craving left

but I see what you mean-I wish I was 16



I?m not there ,only choking

it shuts down when I?m toking

on the air,the musky odors of yesterday

only numb,growing colder

don?t need heat to make this solder

feels like I?m rustin g from this apathic decay

but I know how it feels to be underneath those heels..



now I?ve got nothing more to say

and I got burned on the way

you drugged me ,fed me ,

took me with you to whereever you?d go;

you swallowed me whole