How does it feel when it comes down to yourself?

And how does it feel when you look back on your life?

And tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself

How does it feel as you try to close your eyes?



And how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?

Does it feel like a freight-train running fast down upon your fragile life?

Tell me how does it feel when it comes down to yourself?

Because now no more I feel pain inside as I try to close my eyes

But no

Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision

Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision



"Cause I've never had nothing much to say

I just struggle for belief in such a hectic place

Something to believe, in life again to pick me up from my distraction

Be that loving friend



Suicide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision

Sudcide or submission it's a problem a condition

Suicide or submission it's a statement my decision



'Cause I've never had nothing much to say

I just strugglefor belief in such a hectic place

Something to believe in, in life again to pick me up from my distraction

Be that loving friend



But no, you never fuckin' came

So I just take it like a needle in the arm

Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand

Down bleeding wreckage of the lonly

Who have lost all hope and will to live

To love, to care, to feel anything

So I just take it like a needle in the arm

Like a slap on the ass from you mother's cold hand

Down bleeding the wreckage of the lonely

Who have lost all hope and all will to live

To love, to care, to feel anything



All along it was a lie

A foolish, foolish man

Because I believed in you



You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not

You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not

You said it's ok, that everything's ok, but it's not

You said it's ok, that everything is A ok, but it's not



But it's not

But it's not

But it's not

But it's not



It's all a question of what you believe in

Right or wrong

But it's not