In the pit of my stomach, it feels shallow

My heart beats faster

My body becomes weak

My arms shake

My fingers feel icy

My lips are dry

My eyes are holding back tears

My head is tingling

My toes curl

My knees shake

My body feels pale

and I can barely breath

I'm begining to think its called love

Its such a wonderful feeling, but its always followed by pain.

I feel this for you garion, and you'll never feel this for me.

In fact, you pretty much hate me.

I don't know how to live with that.

I don't even know how to talk to you.

Would you like me to just pretend I don't know you?

Perhaps it would make you happy

I shouldn't have to try, if you hate me, you hate me.

Theres nothing I can do.

I'm helpless and alone