I've been lying awake at night

I've been hoping that im alright

I've been winding myself too tight

Wondering if i will sleep tonight

Never thought things would get like this

Always hoping that they'd work out

Now I seem to be filled with doubt



I cannot stop this ride

Im growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mind



This should not be my weight to bear

Go on acting like I don't care

Stop this high-I wouldn't dare

I have earned and deserve my share

Things like this happen every day

While im in there I feel okay

But you say I should get away

Let me got for just one more day



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Ive got to medicate myself,

Im not concerned about my health

It covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only way

Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped

Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way



[Chorus] [2x]



Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine