Well I'm mourning now, I'm hating, meet my anger, sorrow

I'm searching for what I need I'm using, acting



My weird mind controls me

Entertains me and depresses me

Fear some scare some

It will kill some, will it kill me?



I'm searching for my inner understanding, selfishness makes me

Satisfied, stronger, I'm detestable, cumbersome



Violent thoughts are cleansing

Smelling it will touch your greed

Loneliness is happiness

Best friend, my self



Reach inside, empty soul, tear apart, molest myself

Feeling strong, powerful, Sovereign, free of choice



Reaching for my throat, strangles with itself

Tearing me apart, finally I'm one



Silence, emptiness

Happiness, restlessness

Feeling free, left alone

Hating me, hating none



Smell of fear, comes to me

Getting aroused, starts to need

Starts to hate, starts to live

Will end it, death will give



Hate, underestimated, Anger makes you focused

Begging, weak, revenge will feed your needs



Never think of others, never compromise

Set your self at first, Self seeking, on your own



Tearing me apart, finally I'm one

Found myself, finally I'm one