How could I be so happy

And still feel so messed up inside

I've broken all the records

For the unhappiest man alive

And spending time with you is like

Having a needle in my eye

So how could I be so happy

And still feel so messed up inside

Maybe I was wrong for thinking

There was something there for me

And maybe it's not about the truth

Cause the truth couldn't set me free

And maybe there's a million people

Who could feel the way that I do

But it doesn't meatter to me now

I still got a thing for you

How could I keep on laughing

Just to know we didn't try

To put out all the bridges

But instead we stoke them and feed the fire

And over my shoulder's the smoke

And the gloom that hangs in the air

So how could I keep on laughing

When I know the bridge isn't there

Maybe I was wrong for thinking

There was something there for me

And maybe it's not about the truth

Cause the truth couldn't set me free

And maybe there's a million people

Who could feel the way that I do

But it doesn't meatter to me now

I still got a thing for you