Sinking sand swirling at my throat,

venom floats, my memories overdose

As a child a split reality,

licking my wounds from playground brutality

Symptoms show, feeling comatose,

lost control, still my cancer grows

Abandon hope, all emotions starve, on tightened skin,

my message is carved - my message is carved



Health of mind, like sparkling gold -

Colourblind and yet I'm sold

Fertile breed - Spewing like a superbulimic



Release the torment, unleash my demons,

mix emotions like blood, sweat and semen

Regurgitate my holy grail,

suck and swallow my Molotov cocktail

Repressed poison now finding its release,

my life loses yet one more piece

Internal clues now twisting into form,

dragged through the mill,

like a ragdoll into thorns - ragdoll into thorns



I Reject It All - I Reject It All - I Reject It All -

I Reject It - I Reject It - I Reject It All



Overwhelming, raging self-loathing,

sucking at my soul like a starving leech

Swallow then vomit, swallow then spew,

it's my frame of mind, my favourite view