where was i when god had shown

how to make a happy home



lie in bed and sleep don't come

have some peace then give me some

and i know the reason why you hold me down

i won't let this fear of loss make me drown



in my bed i lie alone

scrape together bone to bone

and i can't seem to seem to find my way

i can't seem to find the break of day



i'll stay just a step away



where was i when god had shown

how to make a happy home

and i have become my worst enemy

i will survive this instability



in my bed i lie alone

scrape together bone to bone

again i have become my worst enemy

i will survive this instability



i need to breathe the breath of life

you constantly drain my life

why can't you see the breath in me

i constantly need your need

my butterfy don't fly away



if i could just take this simple breath of life from me

you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity

if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me

you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe



as i creep the monkey's back

now she's gone and oh he's back

and i know the reason why you hold me down

i won't let this fear of loss make me drown



i will stay, i'll stay

i will stay, i'll stay