sitting here stressing at two thirty am

about how fast a year can go

i wondr where it went.

if we start all over again

would it really work?

i know that you could be could be

coming back to me



mesmerised by the thought of it

traumertised i'm so scared of it

wanna stop thinkin gotta get to sleep

gotta wake up fresh get on my feet

push the thought of you away

do it today



i'm older than my years

drowning in my tears

surrounded by the fear

since you went away a year ago

at christmas



you locked away your secrets

kept them away from me

i only came to say goodbye

now you finally see

you wanna start all over again

make it work this time

but i don't wanna end up feelin

far away from fine



i memerised what you said to me

so surprised it was hell to be

so frustrated by the way we were

not a single word could make it work

but look at us today

we blew it away



i'm older than my years

drowning in my tears

surrounded by the fear

since you went away a year ago

at christmas

last year

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