There's times in my life where I just

I just wanna run away, I just

I just wish the pain would stop

I don't wanna cry no more

I wish the pain would go away



Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal

Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet

Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit

Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough

From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain

One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain

Twenty-three years, three when it happened

Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears

Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch

Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey

On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich

That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money

Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief

Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef

Don't give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven

or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin

Pain...