is this is what you wanted, what you killed yourself to be

and this is where you are now, what you didn't want to see



crawling from the rubble of the lives you pushed aside

you didn't take the trouble to have them crucified



it's wanting, it's needing,

it's strength is fuckin breathing

good god there's nothing I can do

it's time to start feeding, can even taste the bleeding

good god there's nothing left to do



never close my eyes except to fall asleep,

stumbling through lies piled six feet deep



steal a ticket and get on the ride again

you never will give up and you will never give in

never close my eyes except to fall asleep

stumbling through lies piled six feet deep



faster and faster, the carousel drives,

slicing to the bone, like razor sharp knives