Pssst... psssssst... aiyyo

Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever

Tell me, which one?

They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind

Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry

Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord

but he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty

Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off

marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus

Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die?

Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high

Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty

And reminiscin bout them niggaz that murdered my buddy

I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny

Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money

Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me

My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers

Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it

Happy birthday bitch, you know you shouldn'ta did it

Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I trust?

Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?

Or will they kill me while I'm sleepin, two to the head

while I'm in bed, leakin blood on my satin sheets

Is there a heaven for a baller? I'm gettin suspicious

of this bitch the line busy everytime I call her

Now she's tellin me to visit, who else is home?

I check the house before I bone, so we all alone

After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later

To all the players watch the fly way a nigga played her

The bitch is tellin all her homies -- that I can fuck her

like no other now them other bitches wanna bone me

I'm under pressure gettin drunk, somebody help me

I drink a fifth of Hennesey I don't think it's healthy

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