I let you down, screwed up again,

Couldn't hold out until the bitter end

This time I really thought I'd be fine

One more chance for me to make up my mind

I didn't try because I didn't care

Missed opportunities all were there

I knew it all but I just couldn't see

Let down is all I know and all I'll be



Why do I listen to what they say?

When nothing ever goes my way

I see the fiction before the fact

Now I know there's no turning back

Now I know, now I see

But is it too late for me?



I never wanted to captain the side

Won't be the medal you wear with pride

So many things that you can't have

So many ways for me to make you sad

I don't care about the words you said

I've forgotten wishing I was dead

The time has come to make my own way

Failure is a word I still won't pay