I'm so confused

Can't find the line

Between what I use and abuse



So unreal

How I lie and try to deny

The things that I feel



I'll love you and hate you both at the same time

Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry



Why I don't know

Right at you right in you

Right through you right past you I go



Can't you see

First it's him then it's her

Then it's us then it's you

Then it's me

Misery, depression, elation all mine

Refine confinement all my design



You and me

Pathetic we cling

We think that we're free

Ugly

You and me

You see, you see the real me



So obscene

Flapping wildly

You see what I mean



Keep away

Can't see why you do what you do

And say what you say