Habit's what it's become

seems like I'm alone

no one to love me

a proud man is gone

The one in control

is no longer known

living in a haze

hell I've been shown

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need

To think is to be

therefore I am not

living's not the word

applying to me

No longer I can

see what I should do

do with my life

do with myself

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need

Now I've lost all hope

to get me of the hook

No prospect for me

Into hell I look

If I cannot find redemption

at least there will be oblivion

I dare not die though

I dare not live

I want to escape

I want to feel good

I need to forget

I need to want

I need to

I need