feeling less better

a hopeful regretter

suffering symptoms

becoming a victim

now

nothing ever hurts

through re-creation

times revelation

looking things over

being too sober

now

nothing ever hurts



i am one in a million

i am all that i'll ever be

i have

nothing but myself to fall back on and

i don't believe in me



below what i'm above

the need i'm in lack of

i swallow depressants

of guilt and resentment

now

nothing ever hurts



i am

one in a million

i am all that i'll never be

i have nothing but myself to fall back on and

i don't believe in me



i give to take

and always win

by my mistake

i fail to live

and only survive

learning to die and

still be alive



i am

one in a million

i am all that i'll ever be

i have nothing but myself to fall back on and

i don't believe in me