original version available on '...AND JUSTICE FOR ALL')



I can't remember anything

Can't tell if this is true or dream

Deep down inside i feel to scream

This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me

I'm waking up i can not see

That there is not much left of me

Nothing is real but pain now



Hold my breath as i wish for death

Oh please god, wake me



Back in the womb its much too real

In pumps life that i must feel

But can't look forward to reveal

Look to the time when i'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me

Just like a wartime novelty

Tied to machines that make me be

Cut this off shit off from me



Hold my breath as i wish for death

Oh please God,wake me

Please God wake me



Now the world is gone i'm just one

Oh god, help me hold my breath as i wish for death

Oh please god help me

HELP ME!!!!



Darkness imprisoning me

All that i see

Absolute horror

I cannot live

I cannot die

Trapped in myself

Body my holding cell



Landmine has taken my sight

Taken my speech

Taken my hair and,

Taken my arms

Taken my legs

Taken my soul

Left me with life in hell