Center is where I see myself

In the beginning

Im sitting in the middle

of a crowded room

Nobody hears me

Trying to reach out

Just trying to scream out

Im so pathetic is how I see myself

Im just a joke

Im running out this life

People tell me not to waste it

But how can I taste it

When I never lived

When I never loved

When I never lied



Im just a stain

Im trying to make my mark

On a spot thats been dark

for a long time

Been a long time since a panic

Broken down a systematic life

that God gave me.

So try to save my faith

thats going out the window

That Im looking down from

One more step and Ill be

on the ground from a sinner

Try to make a true believer

Well, ho, I never was



Youll probably run and hide



Life reality hits me in the stomach

Aches like a fist in my mouth

I should have said nothing

To make everything fall apart

n my face

Well youre the one whos crying

So try to see the world from

the flipside

Running out of line with no one

ever watching my back

Ah, cold mother fucker

Never seem to realize

Im not your wanna be



Youll probably run and hide



Center is where I see myself

In the beginning

Im sitting in the middle

of a crowded room

Nobody hears me

Trying to reach out

Just trying to scream out

Im so pathetic is how I see myself

Im just a joke

Im running out this life

People tell me not to waste it

But how can I taste it

When I never lived or fucking lied