Part of me wont go away

Everyday reminded how much I hate it

Weighted against the consequences

Cant live without it so its senseless

Wanna cut it out of my soul

And just live with a gaping hole

Take control of my life

And wash out all the burnt taste

I made the problems in the first place

Hang my head low cause its part of me

Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me

Heard of me the routine scar

New cuts cover where the old ones are

And now Im sick of this

I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity

I rather not even be then the man thats staring in the mirror through me



[Pre chorus]

Cut myself free willingly

Sstop just whats killing me [x4]



I feel it everyday

I feel I made my way

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside

Swallowing me



Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it

Once its been dealt with you feel like youve been touched by something angelic

And then melted down into a pool of peace

Cease to be the animal you used to be

Remove the broken parts you know were wrong

And feel the karma when the problems all gone

And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you cant let be



Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well

And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart

Where your insides bruised

You can live if youre willing to

Put a stop to just whats killing you



[Pre chorus x4]



[Chorus]



(Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently

This part of me wont go away, part of me wont go away

Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be

Every time I see myself I see theres always something wrong with me)

-aca