I'm not the devil

That's untrue

I'm just not like you

Anger holds my hand

Keeps me in seclusion

A prison

But I can't help it

I hate everyone

Even you



Seeing it

Breathing

All the hate and denial

Lied to again

Left out

Feeling hollow and broken



I saw the devil crawl inside your heart

Buying my soul

Tearing me apart



Sit in my room

Locked away

Constricted

The burning ash

And choking smoke

Dry out my insides



But I'll still fight this every single day

Till death........



Seeing it

Breathing

All the hate and denial

Lied to again

Left out

Feeling hollow and broken



I saw the devil crawl inside your heart

Buying my soul

Tearing me apart



See everything fall around me

I can't help anyone now

How many times do I have to die

There's no blood left in my wrist



Find a way back inside my mind

Reasons just slip away

You can't hold back again

Will you find a reason why

I should not die



No I don't care, no not this time

For the reasons why



I'm not the devil

That might be true

I'm just not like you

Anger holds my hand

Keeps me in seclusion

A prison