I was driving in my car just the other day

thinking about the times when I used to say

life is just a game anyone can play

but somehow that thought has seemed to fade away

I'll close the door on what's behind

I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind

can I find some peace of mind

so very very hard to find

being nineteen isn't what its supposed to be

waiting for things to be brought to me

why'd I have to grow up and see

that this world wasn't made for me

I'll close the door on what's behind

I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind

can I find some peace of mind

so very very hard to find

I don't need your help

I just need some time

I don't care for your thoughts

just for mine

I'll close the door on what's behind

I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind

can I find some peace of mind

so very very hard to find

I find myself a slave to things I've said

like in my life I will bring home lots of bread

I'm like a needle without a thread

cannot understand why these lights are red

I'll close the door on what's behind

I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind

can I find some peace of mind

so very very hard to find