(Repeat 4x)

I can hear my mother call



Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa

Man I swear, I don't care

About nothin', sometimes I'm rather be dead black

But that's about the millionth time I've said that

I get a headache everytime I start to think

I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead, I'm on the brink

Yo, it's kinda crazy, used to be my baby

But now you're not yourself because you shot yourself

I had a homie who tried to withside

He died, he lied in a closed casket right

I can't take it, am I gone make it

Suicide's my answer for life's cancer

I used to pray every Sunday

But since blasphamy I gotta listen to what my gun say

Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it?

No 40, O.E., gin and juice I'm a swig it, yo

But back to my drama

I finally made my mind up and said fuck my mama

I'ma get my shit straight, my mind I gotta get straight

So I bought a 38 yo

I gotta get my head on

And if ya still think I sing that sad song then you're dead wrong

So check my situation

I guess you can call me a premature ejaculation



(CHORUS)

Man I ain't nothin' but a nut

A premature ejaculation



Yo, life's kinda funny

It seems like we all bleedin' tryin' to get some bloody money

I don't know why

Motherfuckers trippin', talkin' 'bout I'm always high

When I'm gone die, shit

How many problems can one motherfucker get yo

What's wrong with my mind

If it wasn't for the bad times I wouldn't have no times

My baby done left me

She claims I need some mental therapy, she called me crazy

It ain't no sweat though

'Cause anyday I canplay Russian Roulette hoe

So fuck that trick bitch

Anyway