Saw that gap again today

While you were begging me to stay

Take care not to make me enter

If I do, we both may disappear



Saw that gap again today

While you were begging me to stay

Managed to push myself away

And you as well, I did

And you as well

Pushed you away, I did

Pushed you away

Pushed you away

Pushed you away, I did



I will choke until I swallow

Choke this infant here before me

What are you but my reflection?

Who am I to judge or strike you down?

Who am I to judge or strike you down?



But you pushit and I'm shoving you

and you're pushing me

and I'm shoving you



Rest your trigger on my finger

Bang my head upon the fault line

Better take care not to make me enter

If I do, we both may disappear

If I do, we both may disappear



But you pushit and I'm shoving you

and you're pushing me

and I'm shoving you



(unknown)



Slipping back into, the gap again

I feel alive when you touch me

I feel alive when you shove me down

Slipping back into

Slipping back into



Put me somewhere I don't wanna be

Put me somewhere I don't wanna be

Push me somewhere I don't wanna be

Seeing someplace I don't wanna see

Never wanna see that place again



Saw that gap again today

While you were begging me to stay

Managed to push myself away

And you as well I did



If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,

You minimize my movement anyway,

I must persuade you another way



Pushing, Shoving, Pushing, Shoving, Pushing me

There's no love in fear



Staring down the hole again

Hands are on my back again

Survival is my only friend

Terrified of what may come



Just remember I will always love you

Even as I tear your fucking throat away

But it will end no other way

It will end no other way