(HogarthKellyMosleyRotheryTrewavas)

I can imagine nothing more tedious

Than trying to have fun with you again

Maybe it's just something in my mind

But I hate feeling like I'm trying all the time

It's a kind of lie

When we pretend that we're still friends

I'm sure you're not exactly short of people to

hang out and laugh at your jokes

Tell you you look great

You wouldn't want me around

Making it all feel "forced "

..and "put down"



And every time I smile to wonder if I'm laughin' at you

And with every little grin you don't want to be wonderin'

Just exactly what it is I'm taking pleasure in



Although I always said

We were basically the same and all one

All one

It's so easy to persuade myself

I'm clockwork and you're quartz



I guess that irony

Will surely be

The death of me



And every time I smile d'you wonder if I'm laughin' at you?