[Chorus]

Its not a day in my life that goes by

That I don't get high as the tears fill my eyes

And I scream why, did my sister have to die Lord

Take these evil plots off my mind Lord

Its not a day in my life that goes by

That I don't get high as the tears fill my eyes

And I scream why, did my sister have to die Lord

Take these evil plots off my mind Lord



[Verse]

It's so hard to say goodbye to what we had, I'm still mad

I'm still bitter, no still get rid of

Pain inside me been active two years

It's like it happened yesterday and I'm consumed in tears

I feel ya near

But it's not the same, won't be the same

We can't call each other up for advice or hang

No more, nigga to that left me with some memories

Tangled with the thoughts that he bleeds, dies slowly

For sholy, my needs to see him suffer fucks with my mind

And leaves a cluster of rage and hate inside

Thou shall not kill, an eye for an eye

Turn the other cheek, you reap what you sow, which way should I go

So many times I contemplate on murder

Cause only a monster could of hurt ya, you're a ghetto flower

So every hour, minute, second of the day

I pray that turmoil haunts his whole family, till eternal sleep

From the elderly to the unborn

You cannot know how I feel till you mourn how I've mourned

It's all real, I love hard and hate with a passion

So when they took my best friend, my heart shattered and left me empty

I used to had been in love

And all my niggas trying to figure out why it's so tough for me

To love em' like I'm supposed to

But since you got killed Jill it's hard for me to get close to

Anybody who cares for me, so I been dealing with this pain by my lonely

I strongly despise, motherfuckers t