i'm looking out to the sun's reflective gaze

i was once all alone on rainy days

it was consuming the heart, the hope in me

so i searched a cure to set me free

the people spoke of disease that preys on all

a theory that would suggest we've lost control

and even with all my doubts i just assumed

that i would find satisfaction, be consumed

all my addictions are so, oh so lovely

in my prediction of time it's fantasy

i have swallowed the pills that make me sane

i am happy with hope and bound in chains



so they say it rains today

it doesn't matter anyway i know

i don't think i'll ever see

the tragedy that i turned out to be