Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out

Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am

Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head

This is the best thing I can do

Why is it me instead of you



(I come down)



Now this is real

I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight

Going to fuck myself up

Going to throw myself away

Going to give this to you

Give you what I've become



First red on white then red on red

I left my soul back in my bed

This is the best thing I can do

Why is it me instead of you



(I come down)