You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,

I don't know if I can face another day

because shit's been so fucking hard for so
fucking long

and it don't seem like shits ever going to
change.

Sometimes when I look in the mirrior,

I look despised at what I see cause pride

strength, all of love and life they don't seem to
have alot to do with me.

Feels like something went wrong with me a long
time ago,

something inside me way deep down died

and I can't remember when,

I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong...

What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For away to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

I've got nothing left

I await for the angel of death

I've lost too many times too many times to count
the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet
fucking dream,

a myth made up by a liar who's dispear you can
slip into forever.

I've been as low as you can go

and I guess here at the bottom the only place you
can go is up,

but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to
get somewhere

it's seems like someone or something knocks me
the fuck back down.

One step forward, two steps back.

I read somewhere that without hope, man is but an
animal

...I think I've lost hope

I've got nothing left

I await for the angel of death

I've lost to many times to many times to count
the pain is so great

I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time

but I can't seem to do it any other way,

maybe I'm not as strong as you

but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down

when I look around.

My life it didn't make me hate

it just hardened something deep down inside of
me.

I think it was my humanity.

I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I
wanna feel like a human.

I don't wanna be like this no more,

I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation

or something to believe in or just maybe someone
who cared.

I've got nothing left

I await for the angel of death

I've lost to many times to many times to count
the pain is so great

I never asked for life

I wish that at birth I had died

I tried to drown this hate

Death will be the cure for all this pain

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

I've got nothing left

I await for the angel of death

I've lost to many times to many times to count
the pain is so great

I never asked for life

I wish that at birth I had died

I tried to drown this hate

Death will be the cure for all this pain

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

I've got nothing left

I await for the angel of death

I've lost to many times to many times to count
the pain is so great

I never asked for life

I wish that at birth I had died

I tried to drown this hate

Death will be the cure for all this pain

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.

I can't trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid.

I'm allways waiting for the phone or door.

It's just nobody for sure.

I can't remember when a day's gone by

that I haven't thought about bringing myself up.

I know I ain't shit but I know I'll never be
shit.

I've got no future but I think I can deal with
it, I think I can live,

if I can just look at one person

and see them smile at me and know that they meant
it.

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit

Every Day

Each fucking day I pray

I pray to a god that I know does not exist

For a way

Some fucking way

Some day

For a way to make my way through this world full
of shit