Rilkean heart, I looked for you

To give me transcendent experiences

To transport me out of self and aloneness

And alienation into a sense of oneness

And connection, ecstatic and magical.

I became a junkie for it. I came looking for the next high and I'm sorry I've been

putting the search on the wrong place

I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed

Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality

With cleaning up my emotion of life and I'm getting in touch with myself

I'm beginning to ground myself in my own sense of being as an entity

One entity on the planet, becoming truly self-reliant and becoming connected with

something beyond me

and that is where i have to go, I'm so sorry i've been

putting the search on the wrong place.

You're lost and don't know what to do. But that's not all of you

That's your reality today, and that is all okay.

I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed

Well that's a feeling state from then, the reality