From day to day I know that I'm in all of your conversations

You never have anything good to say about me

That's ok cause everyone's entitled to their own opinions

Cause everyone's a critic, and even on your best days

Someone's got something bad to say-

Yet I ignore the things I hear, ignore the things I fear

And look past all that tries to bring me down

And I know that I don't have much I

Sacrifice a good life while I watch these bills keep adding

Up and I know that I'm not getting any younger as another

Year passes by-

I have to stop and wonder

If it's all really worth the struggle

Or that mirage of light I keep chasing at the end of the tunnel

Will get any brighter

Or will it just fade away the closer I get , the further it seems

From reaching my dreams

And I just don't know how much more I can

Take before I give up and throw it all away-



Hook-

When push comes to shove

You gotta hold on , you gotta be strong

And look for that light from above

Cause everyone's out to bring you down

And if you can't keep your head up

Then your lost-

I've seen better days been told better ways

How to live and how to give, it's relative

I walk with sedatives it's hell I live

And home is sweet, I'm killing myself softly

My reflections show deep infections

It's hard to be, I look at myself, I look at this life

And all I feel is pain, god help me start again

I gotta keep on, I gotta keep on pushin' cause I

Some how some way keep comin' up short

Like everyday my minds playin' tricks on me

Everybody loves sunny days but I prefer

Grey ones and long nights because when the

Day comes, it's just another 24 and I'm still numb

Not so young I