Should I be safe at home

A stronger man who really should know

Better than to reach the edge and try to fight this on my own

Can I be something I have yet to find in my close friends

Theyve all lost their heads

And its bringing me down to the place where Im supposed tobe

Responsiblyfor now



Chorus:

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy

Cant help it, feel nothing and nothing feels right



Should I be safe at home

I relapse quicker than you could know

My past compulsions breed convulsions

A sorry seen unfolds

Can I be weak when Im stable

Strong in the cradle

Strung out in a fable

Where the hero gets saved

Ive tried this before

Routines and rewards

Whats gonna change



Chorus



I tried to find inside something civilized

Stolen, borrowed, bought any remnants of a man

Took on too much too soon, too afraid to fight

Struggled, lost and won just to realize that I cant understand

I want it, I need it

I want it, I need it

Just one more, just one more

Just one more to satisfy

Like nothing will, like nothing will

Like nothing will, like nothing willlike

Puzzled missing pieces

They dont fit in

Cant help it, feel nothing, feel nothing