Secret Curse

anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex

a day of no rhythm a night of no rest

and I do not know what sin I have not confessed



Secret Curse

terrible blight I'm deafened by sound and blinded by light

caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I'm cocky when wrong

and timid when right and I don't know what crimes have yet to come to light



But it's getting worse

indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark

a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don't know what else I can do



I don't know who you are... please, I'm sorry



Secret Curse

unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain

stricken with pleasure and taken with pain

and I'm nervous and lost and I can not refrain



Secret Curse

unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong

pussy when tender and brutal when strong

and I'm losing my friends as we're getting along

and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first



Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry

screwed if I live, screwed if I die

I try and I try and I don't know what else I can do