I had some news today

I lose control in here

My self control is coming down



I've lost the world today

I slightly fade away

My self control is going down



Ignorance feels the worst

The bad stay, the good go first

All I observe is black for me without a smile



My world falls apart

Reality strikes and hits you real hard

Sometimes reality is killing you without a sound



I'm gonna breakdown my agony

Mastering my self control

So I'll breakdown my agony

Searching for my self control



I heard the news again

I lose control in here

My self control is coming down



I've lost the world today

Slightly fade away

My self control is going down



I need to hold on tight

Mind struggling in my fight

My mind struggles every night since you're gone



I feel so helpless now

I try to catch it somehow

All you ever leave behind are memories to find



Breakdown my agony

Mastering my self control

So I'll breakdown my agony

Searching for my self control



Inside my head it's kinda weird

I try to follow you

I feel the pain it's like a gain

That keeps me going on



I speak to you, communicate

Ask for advice to know

Maybe it's a crazy thought

I know that I will walk alone