my hate, my rage; all the anger, all the blame

all the feelings that I have bred fade as I am dead

my thoughts and my will incinerate in searing flame

all the visions come back to me

no more tears to shed



at the very moment of ecstasy

I feel death so expressly

death stems from life and life from death

it cycles endlessly

it was revealed to me



all will vanish into the void as my coffin starts to burn

I have found out the truth

all will vanish into the void as the fire licks my soul

the broken strings of my life



bless my death please!

I travel to what lies beyond the endless sea

it's not what I crave, but after the grave

must be a meaning to all that is to be

we are all blind!



flowers in bloom that I've never seen

meadows a million hues of green

I hear voices calling my name

but where am I?

songs of beauty the birds sing

in the wind leaves are rustling

through the dark I see the light

where am I?



my desire, my lust

they won't just fade away

everything will perish in an endless burning blaze

my love, my hate; with open arms I'll await the day

the days I remember now seem like dreams

an illusion without light

you should know



no matter how I live or how I die, the result will be the same

no matter how I live of how I die, only the seeds remain

the seeds of hope



the seed of an angel

the seed of a devil or the seed of nothingness it may be

no use denying it, here is the proof

nothing else shall remain, only the truth!



may it be heaven, may it be hell

may it be truth, may it be false

may it be death, may it be life

may it be shadow, may it be light

but the truth should be buried!

-acap