you've been my golden best friend

now with post-demise at hand

can't go to you for consolation

cause we're off limits during this transition



this grief overwhelms me

it burns in my stomach

and I can't stop bumping into things



I thought we'd be simple together

I thought we'd be happy together

thought we'd be limitless together

I thought we'd be precious together

but I was sadly mistaken



you've been my soulmate and mentor

I remembered you the moment I met you

with you I knew god's face was handsome

with you I suffered an expansion



this loss is numbing me

it pierces my chest

and I can't stop dropping everything



I thought we'd be sexy together

thought we'd be evolving together

I thought we'd have children together

I thought we'd be family together

but I was sadly mistaken



if I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared

if I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented

if I had a dime for every hand thrown up in the air

my wealth would render this no less severe



I thought we'd be genius together

I thought we'd be healing together

I thought we'd be growing together

thought we'd be adventurous together

but I was sadly mistaken



thought we'd be exploring together

thought we'd be inspired together

I thought we'd be flying together

thought we'd be on fire together

but I was sadly mistaken



(vocalizes)