Maybe I shouldnt have said it Of course

I was too quick to judge

Words swiftly spoken may be unrefined

I didnt know optimism was a crime

Hey I have got enough problems

Dont need extra baggage from you Pointless games and taxing headtrips Unfortunate side effects of your friendship

I may have slipped wont happen again my legs are beneath me now

For the last time cut down from behind

I will be ready next time

Its no big deal

Ive gotten used to being let down

I just didnt think that

I would ever be let down by you

Your antics are always expected

Passed off as being your nature

Get away with murder cause youre just being you

A modern day version of Shakespeares licensed fool

Not to say that Im not guilty

Emotions get the best of me

Quick to fight a nasty habit

Cant keep my cool if I never had it

I had so much faith in you til I saw your true colors bleeding through

Youre a joke that I dont get with a punchline

Im trying hard to forget

I dont want to carry the burden

Of holding this grudge any longer

What to do, do I made amends?

Or discard this joker from my deck of friends?

Slander you said it I heard it

But you know I never deserved it

So locked to you the world in my head I know I should have never let you in