I want to touch you but I don't possess the power

it turns me inside out to feel the pain of your distress

you push the needle deeper in your arm for every hour

I know your life was so beautiful but now it's turned into a mess

I've tried to understand you but the thoughts seems so unreal

that a person would forsake herself and try to break herself with pain

just like a child you're so innocent and you long so much to feel

but instead you push the needle deeper down your vein

sad to see you sad to see your sorrow

you know I've seen you in so many diffrent ways

the reflections of your agony are scared upon your face

warm the spoon just to numb yourself from much much better days

and you hope that someone else is there who might want to take your place

everything you scream I hear you thought you scream so silent

and you're longing for your babychild to be in a much better place

so addicted to your loneliness full of self destructive violence

you still try to love your child and see the smile opon it's face

sad to see you sad to see your sorrow.....

take away the pain and take away the sorrow

I cry in silence hoping you'll come through

take away the pain you could be dead tommorow

I wish that I could help you but there's nothing I can do

I WISH I COULD HELP YOU BUT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO

I feel as if I'm by your side even though you're far away from here

the poison mingles with your blood and slowly satisfies you

but what I wonder most of all is if you really want to disappear

you keep struggleing with emotions mixed inside you

please don't disappear you know to many people love you

but you see you're still the only one that can ever dry your tears

so don't you rely on anyone below or up above you-aca