Wasted now

I think of you

Why do I promote this self-abuse

What should have been

What could have said

Doesn't matter now

hit the road instead



Shut down

Black out

Refuse to let you see

Inside

My heart is weak

And oh so hazy



Confuse me for

The guy next door

I saw your hand then felt the floor

Crawled inside

To apologize

You threw me out and then shut the door



Rut Out

Break up

This sorry state I'm in

Our hope

Is gone cuz you think I'm a big wimp