I've sought so hard to attain this gain

now watch me give this ground away

what can I do but admit

I'm in over my head

colors fade from blue to dark red

backed into a corner by my choices

and I'm hearing those same dark voices

at the mercy of my desires

helpless trival I'm left with no defenses

stimulus repsonse repeated failures

I'm sick this sickness fills my senses

but despite my apparent loss

I see release this stalemate my peace



your wilderness is...



(3X)

stalemate

you can't move against me

stalemate

the walls built around me



and as this theme continues to follow close behind

I see so clearly

if I would only let go of my tendencies

then I'd know what it is to be free

I can't win when I indulge this fantasy

reduced as a pawn led to misery