The fear of losing an oblivious past

I would die alone, feeling that it cost me so much

My dreams and hopes are taken away

I see no light within the soul that used to light up my day.



The hopes and dreams, the counts I missed

You left me with no reason to cry, as I vanish.



My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up.

My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high!



In a constant state of being I am not

I starve, my life taken away from me, I wither

My shadow is one you do not see

I abstract myself from my life.



I want to change but I shall not

I poisoned myself for too long with you

As I murder the world I defile myself.



Starve!



My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up.

My will stands fast as I hold my dagger up high!



The love I felt for so many years

Has died in an ocean of tears

I see the light of a new day come forth

As I hold my head up high, I will starve!