sick of this mind and the games it plays

mental enemies want to push me back again

here they come running wanting me up on that

tree crucified (wait a minute)

whatever words they say (me who said it)

whomever they betray (me who did it)

whenever they're awake it makes me die

there's so much on my mind-we're given so little

time--there's no way to hold on as it passes by--

so lead me into denial-help me forget for awhile

stay with me, please don't go-if you want to be

alone stay with me, please

i don't have much else to say (unlikely)

i'd rather you go away (unlikely)

i don't need something from you (unlikely)

though some say i will heal over time, it doesn't

seem too likely

it seems unlikely