(Matheos)

I had so much to say

But no words to speak

The feelings were strong

But i was only weak



So there we were again

Tragic and absurd

Choking on every line

And every final word



A few pages from an old diary

A dusty shelf, an unread history

All these words and memories

Are all of you that's really left for me



And a fading memory

Can't cloud the pain

When the voice is gone

The words still remains



And the years that fall away

Can't stop the rains

When illusion's gone

The truth still remains



A few lines from life's long soliloquy

A dying voice in one part harmony

All these words and memories

Are all of you that's really left for me



And a fading memory

Can't cloud the pain

When the voice is gone

The words still remains



And the years that fall away

Can't stop the rains

When illusion's gone

The truth still remains



A final moment of clarity

A touch, a look, a last apology

All these words and memories

Are all of you that's left for me



And a fading memory

Can't cloud the pain

When the voice is gone

The words still remains



And the years that fall away

Can't stop the rains

When illusion's gone

The truth still remains



Where is the way

Where is direction

The ever open arms

Of over protection

Where is the hope

Where is laughter

The wild winter dreams

Of happy ever after



Deep in the night

Underneath the darkest skies

Searching for some sign or some distant light

Searching yet unheard

Repeating every line

And every final word



They remain, they