[kool g. rap]

Help me doctor doctor cause i'm seein lots of spots

I'm thinkin of pink elephants with little polka dots

I'm tired, crazy tired, but i can not get no sleep

Cause every time i close my eyes i think i'm six feet deep

I feel i'm goin slow as hell but everything is speedin

Last night i woke up screamin and my bathroom walls were bleedin

I thought i fell asleep at work, but then when i awoke

I was all alone and had my own hands on my throat

Clippings from the newspaper of murders my library

Sometimes i get a urge to walk inside a cemetary

I looked into a mirror seen a rope around my neck

I smoked a lot of cigarettes, cause i'm a nervous wreck

Tryin to relax, i ran some water in the tub

Vision somebody slaughtered, then the water turned to blood

I'm runnin down the hallway tryin to reach an exit door

The more and more i run seems like it's further than before

Voices sometimes tell me what i won't do, what i will do

Voices in my head right now are tellin me to kill you

Filled up with anxiety, i went to lover's lane

Seen a couple kissin, then blew out the brother's brain

I feel the world's against me and the women are so dirty

I hate women today because my mother used to hurt me

I think i'm goin crazy doc no longer can i hack it

Please, doctor please, put me in a straight jacket



A lady picked me up hitchikin, what a big mistake

Several hours later, there's a body by the lake

Walked into a train station, headed towards the back

Caught a flashback, and pushed a man right on the track

I'm in my darkroom inside my house that is deserted

Developin the photo of a hoe that i just murdered

I took a walk one night because i wanted to get out

I stepped outside, i paused, and i was back inside my house

Called up plenty doctors, told em all about my health

My phone just plays a dial tone, i'm talkin to myself

Snap back to reality, at least that's what i thought

Runnin from the spirits of the bodies i just caught

I can't escape this hell i'm in, not even in my dreams

I cover both my ears, because i'm sick of hearin screams

I been a mental case since i was in the seventh grade

Stabbed another student, licked his blood off of my blade

I got two personalities inside sometimes they battle

When i look at my picture all i see is scribble scrabble

I feel i'm really losin it, i need to write to abby

The characters on tv try to reach right out and grab me

I always hear somebody talkin bout they gonna do me

But i listen again and it's those voices talkin to me

You heard of shadowboxin? i see mine and then attack it

Please, doctor please, put me in a straight jacket


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