I ain't gonna kill myself loving you

I ain't gonna break my own heart

I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you

When you don't seem to want any part of my love

And I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go

Yes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go



Get a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless love

Tell you straight out that it's twisted

Crack flash of lightning struck from above

Knocked down a cow and I kissed ya

Oh, now, now I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let go

Yes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let go



But I keep holding on for a future

I keep waiting for something to change

I keep holding on for a future

I keep looking for something that I never see



I ain't gonna kill myself loving you

I ain't gonna die for a life together

I ain't gonna kill myself wanting you

When you don't seem to want me oh my days go by