Laughing at the numbness, a hundred years of pain

Doubting my existence, memories remain

Praying for the hour, I will finally die

Terminate the power, send me to the sky



Blood's evaporating, my heart is pumping air

My mind is left debating, torment or despair

Explain me this confusion, what's it really worth?

Take the last transfusion, return me to my birth



Standing at the point where there's to return

There ain't no turning back

Send me down here where the fire's burn

Running with the pack

Devilish forces by my side, my future's looking grim

Angels calling, death defied, sing the battle hymn



I ended my life just to ease the pain

But now it's hurting more

Travelled through life on the astral plane

But someone has closed the door

Facing judgement's final call

Nowhere left to go

Left to ponder Satan's fall

The seeds are here to grow