A blessing from below, born a sweet child like foretold

Could it the boy that I used to be

Oh, father please forgive me if I`ve done you wrong

For how long will you let me suffer all alone



Father! Please!



A father`s touch, a beating one too much



Hiding in the closet waiting for him to sleep

What others saw of me, was what dad wanted them to see



Father! Please!



I want to taste the free, like nothing ever used to be

I want to taste what is mine

Am I evil, could it be, that I am the one they fear

Look at me, I am the sweetest one you`ll ever see



I made it through the old into a brand new life

No more hiding in the closet, waiting for him to sleep



Into the shadows of old

Strange memories of time gone



I was never rightfully yours

Storys like mine, that were never told

Out of the window feeling free

That is how I killed me...