can i spread frustration

without speaking?

without parting my lips

except to breath?

i let my actions speak for me

because my words

collided with yours

it created tension and frustration

so i left

i didnt turn around to see

how troubled you were that night

i promise that it paled in comparison

to the anguish each step brought me

as i walked away

my heart pumps your rhapsody

i still lick my lips

to the thought of you

so now im stuck here

in the purgatory of longing

for that one kiss good-bye

i try to empty myself

of all desire that i crave for ou

but the attempt only brings me

to my knees

i succumb to you idol

this subconscious social vampire

who haunts everythought

i chock on the will to demand patence

only to find myself swallowing blood