i in the abyss on the ruins of my dreams

my burnt world god treads on the cinders

envy and revenge two sisters i am their brother

is it my fault that i am a human being?

i wont forget how the wind was blowing in your gardens

i was your knight i was a traitor

i, created to die, to fall into the abyss

my existence for you to have your flower

your gardens grow on my soul

the roots of your trees draw juice from my blood

and yield fruit from my wounds

your world comes from my pain

my wandering your triumph my cry for you to existmy feelings, longing,and rebellion

i suffer at the bottom unnecessary for you

for the first time the question- why me?

the fire wont flare up in my soul

chained to my dreams forever

unfulfilled ,unreal but i last

and ill be a thorn in your eye forever