My heart never wanted to leave

The silence was gold for my soul

But I am heading back home, I return

To the world that I decide to leave



My life is a waste of time

I wish I could end it

But something won't let me go



I'm back, everything looks the same

All these people but I still alone

I'm soon to arrive at the place where my fear was born

Torn, torn apart

The scars are still bleeding inside

I'll never forgive you

One part of me always cry

And it's crying 'cause of you



So long ago

I gave you my heart, it was...

So long ago

I gave you my soul, it was...

So long ago

But you gave me hell in return



You made what I am here today

All the sadness you brought to my soul

Is something I'll never find ways to defy

If you could see me what you've done to me now

Maybe you would understand

The love you never gave me

Would have made me much stronger inside

But it is too late to change



So long ago

I gave you my heart

So long ago

And I gave you my soul

So long ago

And I gave you, I gave you my heart

So long ago

But you gave me hell in return



I'm back where the darkness began

All is empty, not a soul around

Where are you now?

Where did all of you go?

Nothing is left

Nothing is left from before

It seems like a lifetime has passed here

While I was gone